hate it.

I am so angsty nowadays. i hate them sticking together although its suppose to be the other way round with me. i'm been working like mad nowadays and my only goal is to save up money. kinda enjoyed it at first, but now, i'm not too sure why i'm working so hard for? .blinded by the drive and enthusiam to work and earn money. its challenging to see how much i can earn within these few days.with good reasons,i might just lose it after i get it.i hate the feeling of working so hard and i dont get to alot of self satisfaction in the end.. it sucks. no objective at all. sucks. i feel like slapping myself these days. i dont understand why i really hate recieving *** back although i am not suppose to. its such an evil thought that i cant really express it out to others. negative negative negative. i feel so screwed up now. shit... and the joining of team prob is getting worst. i've actually decided but i feel that its selfish and most importantly, i feel inferior to them. surprisingly, i've confidence of winning. one good feeling. help me god.

:( heartache.

Gosh.. I think my student is damn stressed over his spelling today. He learnt his spelling till he start to tear and all.. Initially I thought he was just having flu but then i slowly kinda realised that he's crying.Hmmm.. I think learning spelling is one of the most difficult task to do during primary school days. Poor thing..i feel so sorry for him lah.. Can see from his face that he's damn stress :( i'll definately get him something to cheer him up on the next lesson :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

ZHEN CHONG! HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!


Took a cab to far east flora just now to buy flowers..
so i told the uncle," uncle, to far east flora"
uncle: "okay"
so i called up my mum and was having conversation with her.
15mins later, he drove pass far east flora. i thought he wanted to make a u turn, just as i thought he was going to do thatr, he drove past the u turn sign! then he asked me,
uncle: " miss, u want to u tuen or go straight?"
so i replied :" u turn"
here comes the thing k, HE WENT PAST ANOTHER U TURN SIGN!!!!!!!!
so i faster hang up my phone and told him that i'm heading to far east flora. he told me that he heard i wanted to FAR EAST PLAZA! flora and plaza sound the same meh? sigh.. moreover, when i said that i wanna make a u turn, i thought that i wanted to go newton! walao... peng ah..

anyway.. i bet he misunderstood me. haiyo.. luckily the uncle charged me cheaper ah.. if not the fare will be damn ex. i'm now at bishan library blogging.. oh my.. tuition starts at 7pm and i'm killing my time here...
haha.. anyway, i just gotten my enrolment packag. those stuff inside there are super confusing lah! okay okay.. guess what.. the lady sitting beside my using the computer just took off her shoes..and i can smell the pungent fragrance slowly emanating out of her feet/shoe. whatever lah.. it just smells.. oh my G!

late for work :(

using my phone to blog again. Argh.. I'm like in the shuttle bus now.. Late for work again! The bus went off at 245, i reached at 245! So i waited for the 315bus! Irritating.. I bet my pay will be damn little this month lah! I'm super poor this month. Die! I wasted 10bucks chionging cab to dhoby! 10bucks poorer :( :( :(

i survived.

I'm now like using my phone to blog! Haha.. Amazing lah today. We did 500m warm up then proceed to do finning. I seriously swim until i went blur and i swim until i lost count of my laps. Then we proceed on to do towing..ALOT OF TOWING! And now, my left arm is not functioning well due to the towing. Haha.. And i learnt proper kicking while using fins! Haha.. Now i know where my mistake is! Hmmm.. But the thing is my breathing was not smooth today so i slipped 4 laps of finning :( but at the end of it i did 6laps of towing to compensate for it! :) haha.. Then did rope throw.. Haha.. They told me its not bad for first timer :) haha.. Happy ah! After training, peishan,huiwen, me and the other guy whom i forgotten to ask for his name, we went for dinner at amk central. Haha.. I guess i got to know them better. All of us shared experiences of our races and all. Peishan told us about her stuff being a PE teacher at innova and i just realised that she's quite a "ON" teacher. Haha.. And today i just found out a secret about peishan and ms wong! Haha.. Kinda fun but tiring ah.. My mum just picked me up and we're like going to sheng siong to shop for groceries. Haha.. Cool uh..haha.. Oh ya, i still wanna complain that my router has spoilt :( so sucky.. Now i gotta depend on my phone to do stuff and all.. Argh.. Oh well.. I'm out! There still training this friday! Haha yay! I'm definately going.. Gotta catch up ah.. I'm damn slow! :( i'm out!

my router spoilt!

haha.. i'm now blogging at bishan library! cant use my dumb computer at home cause my router spoilt :( i've just created an account for going on to internet! haha.. 3cents per min. hahaha.. kinda dumb though. cause gotta do my dad's gst stuff for him that why i came to library. aww..it has been long since i've stepped into a library! haha.. btw.. i feel awful nowadays.. i think the condition of my body is getting worst. i cant run, swim or do any cardio exercises properly! i want to do it but i cant. sigh..sucks. anyway,shucks.. gotta go get medicine from my doc again.. if not my stamina and all will get worst. haha.. i still gotta go sembawang for tuition at around 7? haha.. anyway, i gotta find something to enhance my life RIGHT NOW! i feel damn empty and life is super not exciting at all.. aiyo0! just realised that i'm not a very easily contented person in this area. hahaha.. but i'm sure excitement will come soon! i want school to start soon! hahaha.. oh ya anyway, my valentine's party at simran's house was such a BLAST! hahaha.. had real fun and everyone came! i seriously missed my classmates so much! haha.. everyone got a lilttle high and all but still good! :D


Excitement, could u just come out and meet me forever?

010109!

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3.PROM NIGHT!

everyone of us were all dressed up to the nines.