i feel the sour in me now.

i didnt know that he's in love. he is so different from the person that i used to know. i feel for him but at the same time, i can feel the PAIN, the sourness in me! alright fine, i'll try to get over it. perhaps you accidentally given me false hopes, but i waited willingly. books and the swimming pool and my ipod are my only companion for now. i guess not soon after, i'm going to return to my "old pattern". the independent girl who dosent care what people say or how people look at you. i'm just myself. i can live without soon live without the essence of love. just soon. too soon before i can realise it. and i wont be so dumb again. i promise.

the good old and new times

Don't forget who you are, what's your identity in life. If you are still searching for it, don't fret, take your time as it will soon come. Find it, grab hold of it and be comfortable in it.- jamine have fun with life! its for u to enjoy. Die die also must die with no regrets ah!

ouch jamine.

my back better now :D

i've passed my lifesaving!

should i join the other one?
its really making me crazy.

hmmm... maybe i will. i dont wanna flunk my O's man. i've started studying but not at the chionging period yet.shucks... everyone's telling me jamine please dont flunk your O's and all. i know i know.. its easier said than done. i seriously wanna study hard enough so that things seriously can get into my dumb brain! maybe i'm just not the cut for studying...shucks. buck up jamine! you're 18!

everyone's leaving wildwild wet. i seriously feel damn depress. no longer will i see them again after i'm back from the exams. i can't bare to leave wildwildwet. how can i just leave like that? i'll be lying if i say i do not miss all the times i had together with everyone(except shorty). i times when i get angry,happy,hyper,excited and sad. the experience i had, people whom i met. time flies,i've been working since 2 jan 2007? and now? where's everyone? i want to have everyone back! i miss them so badly.

last but not least, perhaps,i've been too self centred at times. i feel so selfish. perhaps i could have given more to people who needs help badly. they are around me but i just didnt realise it. oh gosh.. where have u been jamine? from now on, i should try to pay more attention to other people.
Chase your dreams but know where you belong.

i'm out.