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airport day

this mornign went to artbox to buy some graffiti like note book for my teacher mrs tan. she likes this kinda thing though. hahaha.. btw, teacher's day is coming! get somthing for them lah k. oh yeah, the goodie bag from nike plua human race was really good.quite a few stuff inside.then after that went home and headed straight to airport thereafter.was supposed to study though, i meant i did lah.. but not enough. shucks.. gotta drill more. my maths suck. please give me some supersonnic brain can? so that i can think better. i guess i'm just good at talking.. haha. jamine! u rock at talking lah.. seriously.. haha.. self praise for awhile. please dont feel disgusted okay. haha.. boosting my morale.

eh seriously, i kinda like the chicken soup series of books. that kind of books make u emo, as in in the positive way lah.. make u FEEL more. like to appreciate things around you. thats good thats good. makes me a more humane person.

eh i think i have a problem lah.. i've been eating way too much these days. dont dare to weigh myself. shucks. haha.. gotta exercise more after o's i guess. now i dont think i really care much about it, but this makes me feel worse. like guilty. tsk... so ironic. but seriously, not exercising these days feels wierd to me. AIYA.. JAMINE U GO DIE LAH. haha.. jokin. just try not to eat so much.

thanks to all of u guys for today. was entertaining and i felt happy but guilty cause i didnt study much. haha.. but anyway thanks k.and for all the dumb stories we shared. ass out man! woohoo!

thanks to:
adelyn
hanroehuang
shafiq(thanks for eating everything) you da man!

i feel the sour in me now.

i didnt know that he's in love. he is so different from the person that i used to know. i feel for him but at the same time, i can feel the PAIN, the sourness in me! alright fine, i'll try to get over it. perhaps you accidentally given me false hopes, but i waited willingly. books and the swimming pool and my ipod are my only companion for now. i guess not soon after, i'm going to return to my "old pattern". the independent girl who dosent care what people say or how people look at you. i'm just myself. i can live without soon live without the essence of love. just soon. too soon before i can realise it. and i wont be so dumb again. i promise.

the good old and new times

Don't forget who you are, what's your identity in life. If you are still searching for it, don't fret, take your time as it will soon come. Find it, grab hold of it and be comfortable in it.- jamine have fun with life! its for u to enjoy. Die die also must die with no regrets ah!

ouch jamine.

my back better now :D

i've passed my lifesaving!

should i join the other one?
its really making me crazy.

hmmm... maybe i will. i dont wanna flunk my O's man. i've started studying but not at the chionging period yet.shucks... everyone's telling me jamine please dont flunk your O's and all. i know i know.. its easier said than done. i seriously wanna study hard enough so that things seriously can get into my dumb brain! maybe i'm just not the cut for studying...shucks. buck up jamine! you're 18!

everyone's leaving wildwild wet. i seriously feel damn depress. no longer will i see them again after i'm back from the exams. i can't bare to leave wildwildwet. how can i just leave like that? i'll be lying if i say i do not miss all the times i had together with everyone(except shorty). i times when i get angry,happy,hyper,excited and sad. the experience i had, people whom i met. time flies,i've been working since 2 jan 2007? and now? where's everyone? i want to have everyone back! i miss them so badly.

last but not least, perhaps,i've been too self centred at times. i feel so selfish. perhaps i could have given more to people who needs help badly. they are around me but i just didnt realise it. oh gosh.. where have u been jamine? from now on, i should try to pay more attention to other people.
Chase your dreams but know where you belong.

i'm out.

worried sick.

My back hurts. i'm so worried for the lifesaving exam on monday. which is like this coming monday. shucks.. we only have 3 females in a class.. and worst of all.. they are not very light people. sorry i'm not trying to say i'm light or whatsoever but i'm just worried that during the one man lifting recue or something, i cant squad down and lift her up.is terrible. i dont wanna fail just because of that cause i know that i can seriously pass this test! shit lah... i dont wanna let me and my coach down. i want to pass.. hope that after seeing that sinseh tmr will help. tc.



okay. today i feel like a damn superwoman.

1. i woke up like early in the morning at 9 am to go to fitness first at one george street. i went to do resistant trg then swim.hahaha...
2. i went pasir ris and swam around a 100 times 25m lap pool. and tried to improve my sis's frontcrawl. i did she's doing well :D YAY!
3.after my own long dist training, i went to my lifesaving practice. did try alot of towing and surface dives and all. hahaha...

too busy to eat today but did grab some bite lah. today i went to 3 different swimmming pools at different places. walao eh.. damn tired. but seriously.. drinking red bull really helps man. especially when you're damn SHACKED OUT. good good good. haha..

Damn it. My back hurts.

my back really hurts. it feels like a sharp pain pulling when i bend down. it really hurts like crazy. shit... i'm so dead. i cant even bend down properly. it hurts damn bad. feel like crying. i'm so afraid that cant swim again :( oh my god.. help me!