JAMINE'S CLINIC

grew up in a hard way.

2010-03-21T23:42:00.003+08:00

1. I've been working at this particular ssc for these few days and realised that my colleagues there are really very nice and compassionate people. although they are very blunt people, but they advise you and help you in a good way. i love them! they are so real and so compassionate. during these days, those old uncles taught me about life and we shared experiences in life with each other. it felt great to know that at least there are people like them in this world around me who shared the same views and the same values :D these uncles taught me aot of stuff and helped me to find back myself slowly. it felt so great!

2. Anyway, went for aviva lifeguarding today! it was fun! i'm so glad that i made the decision to ask those people to come! :D love it! although its very tiring but it was really fun to work with them :D i am so glad i got to know all these people. and will definitely ask the same ones if i have any lobangs!

3. After much advice given from my colleagues who are experienced. i've decided to try very hard to lessen my liking for him after so long because i really want my first to be my last and i also don't wish to waste his time because we shared the same thought. it will be really selfish for me to want to be with him because we are still young and there are alot more things for us to do. so i really wish that he could live life without any regrets and settle down when he is ready. same for me. i may still like him but i'll not show it because it will do us good for both of us. moreover,i'll still have to face him after i grad! :D so now its the time to really get to know him well as a person. it will be better this way.

4. i think i really developed a phobia after my british club experience. it's really scary and only those people whom i told to will understand the fear in me for helping people now.

life is a maze,love is a riddle.

2010-03-14T23:17:00.003+08:00

i learnt how to play mahjong yesterday! so fun! haha.. shall practice it more so that i can play with the others next time!
slept for three hours yesterdat then woke up at 6.50am and realised that i am late for work! omg.. and the thing is i have to fetch randall from SK. sigh.. not sure why we couldnt find the big splash at ecp then we got down a macdonalds and walked ALL THE WAY to the hawker center, thereafter then we realised that we've walked the wrong way! so we had to walk all the way back to BIG SPLASH! SOOOO FAR! oh man.. and we were very late :( and i felt so bad about it man..

there's something i really wanna blog about. i realised that i am not the same old jamine anymore cause i think i am losing my cheerful-ness and my positiveness nowadays. which makes me doubt myself as a person whether i've done my best in maintaining a friendship or in anyway in life. because alot of things are happening and its really affecting me and my whole life!
i have started losing the skills of commmunicating well with people! why? i wasnt like that last time. Alot of people have been asking me why am i so emo or like why do i always have the sad look on my face? actually i am quite confused with myself also. because i have seen so much of the ugliest side of people that makes me feel that this society around me is really disappointing because i feel that there is really a lack of sincerity in everything they do. maybe i have my principles to follow that is why i feel so distant away from alot of people now. one thing is that i don't wanna lose values that i possessed if not there will be no difference between me and "others". so i prefer to stick to my own values. I DONT WANNA LOSE IT!

So nowadays i've been picking myself up in order to know wad i wanna find back in my own life. which i think is good. and the thing is i really miss my secondary school mates, they are really the ones that can make me feel so comfortable with myself when i'm with them. just the presence of them cheers me up alot! actually i find that tp, ssta really played a part and helped me to pick myself up too. and that's really good. i also realised something, i really learnt how to enjoy time with myself and fill very contented by myself when i've no one else around me. its really a good feeling :D it feels very independent and a feeling of satisfaction within yourself. if you get what i meant.
so i really hope that jamine can find back more qualities of what the old jamine. the qualities that i used to possessed and this is what makes me feel so special about myself.

-i like him because of his character and his qualities. i really don't know whether he is at least a little interested in me. i find myself so useless cause i know that i want to know more about him, but i do not dare to ask because i am really afraid of rejection. i tried it in actions but the not so obvious ones and i tried not to show my interest out ( okay, maybe i did sometimes), but he doesn't reciprocate :( and he told everyone tt he was smsing a girl and needed to concentrate.. oh my. i think i really have least bit of chances now. maybe i should try to give up.
Seriously, i hate this feeling to have a crush on someone. i wish i could be cold blooded to be able to not have a soulmate or a partner or any form of attraction to anyone. then i will not suffer this much.

why does this happen to me so many times in my life? the ppl i like would just treat me as their friends and the people i would like to treat them as my friends will like me? oh my goodness.. WHY. love is such an irritating pest. i hate this!

hate it.

2009-04-05T01:14:00.002+08:00

I am so angsty nowadays. i hate them sticking together although its suppose to be the other way round with me. i'm been working like mad nowadays and my only goal is to save up money. kinda enjoyed it at first, but now, i'm not too sure why i'm working so hard for? .blinded by the drive and enthusiam to work and earn money. its challenging to see how much i can earn within these few days.with good reasons,i might just lose it after i get it.i hate the feeling of working so hard and i dont get to alot of self satisfaction in the end.. it sucks. no objective at all. sucks. i feel like slapping myself these days. i dont understand why i really hate recieving *** back although i am not suppose to. its such an evil thought that i cant really express it out to others. negative negative negative. i feel so screwed up now. shit... and the joining of team prob is getting worst. i've actually decided but i feel that its selfish and most importantly, i feel inferior to them. surprisingly, i've confidence of winning. one good feeling. help me god.

:( heartache.

2009-02-23T22:47:00.002+08:00

Gosh.. I think my student is damn stressed over his spelling today. He learnt his spelling till he start to tear and all.. Initially I thought he was just having flu but then i slowly kinda realised that he's crying.Hmmm.. I think learning spelling is one of the most difficult task to do during primary school days. Poor thing..i feel so sorry for him lah.. Can see from his face that he's damn stress :( i'll definately get him something to cheer him up on the next lesson :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-02-23T17:42:00.002+08:00

ZHEN CHONG! HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!

Took a cab to far east flora just now to buy flowers..
so i told the uncle," uncle, to far east flora"
uncle: "okay"
so i called up my mum and was having conversation with her.
15mins later, he drove pass far east flora. i thought he wanted to make a u turn, just as i thought he was going to do thatr, he drove past the u turn sign! then he asked me,
uncle: " miss, u want to u tuen or go straight?"
so i replied :" u turn"
here comes the thing k, HE WENT PAST ANOTHER U TURN SIGN!!!!!!!!
so i faster hang up my phone and told him that i'm heading to far east flora. he told me that he heard i wanted to FAR EAST PLAZA! flora and plaza sound the same meh? sigh.. moreover, when i said that i wanna make a u turn, i thought that i wanted to go newton! walao... peng ah..

anyway.. i bet he misunderstood me. haiyo.. luckily the uncle charged me cheaper ah.. if not the fare will be damn ex. i'm now at bishan library blogging.. oh my.. tuition starts at 7pm and i'm killing my time here...
haha.. anyway, i just gotten my enrolment packag. those stuff inside there are super confusing lah! okay okay.. guess what.. the lady sitting beside my using the computer just took off her shoes..and i can smell the pungent fragrance slowly emanating out of her feet/shoe. whatever lah.. it just smells.. oh my G!

late for work :(

2009-02-19T15:18:00.002+08:00

using my phone to blog again. Argh.. I'm like in the shuttle bus now.. Late for work again! The bus went off at 245, i reached at 245! So i waited for the 315bus! Irritating.. I bet my pay will be damn little this month lah! I'm super poor this month. Die! I wasted 10bucks chionging cab to dhoby! 10bucks poorer :( :( :(

i survived.

2009-02-18T22:26:00.002+08:00

I'm now like using my phone to blog! Haha.. Amazing lah today. We did 500m warm up then proceed to do finning. I seriously swim until i went blur and i swim until i lost count of my laps. Then we proceed on to do towing..ALOT OF TOWING! And now, my left arm is not functioning well due to the towing. Haha.. And i learnt proper kicking while using fins! Haha.. Now i know where my mistake is! Hmmm.. But the thing is my breathing was not smooth today so i slipped 4 laps of finning :( but at the end of it i did 6laps of towing to compensate for it! :) haha.. Then did rope throw.. Haha.. They told me its not bad for first timer :) haha.. Happy ah! After training, peishan,huiwen, me and the other guy whom i forgotten to ask for his name, we went for dinner at amk central. Haha.. I guess i got to know them better. All of us shared experiences of our races and all. Peishan told us about her stuff being a PE teacher at innova and i just realised that she's quite a "ON" teacher. Haha.. And today i just found out a secret about peishan and ms wong! Haha.. Kinda fun but tiring ah.. My mum just picked me up and we're like going to sheng siong to shop for groceries. Haha.. Cool uh..haha.. Oh ya, i still wanna complain that my router has spoilt :( so sucky.. Now i gotta depend on my phone to do stuff and all.. Argh.. Oh well.. I'm out! There still training this friday! Haha yay! I'm definately going.. Gotta catch up ah.. I'm damn slow! :( i'm out!

my router spoilt!

2009-02-16T18:07:00.002+08:00

haha.. i'm now blogging at bishan library! cant use my dumb computer at home cause my router spoilt :( i've just created an account for going on to internet! haha.. 3cents per min. hahaha.. kinda dumb though. cause gotta do my dad's gst stuff for him that why i came to library. aww..it has been long since i've stepped into a library! haha.. btw.. i feel awful nowadays.. i think the condition of my body is getting worst. i cant run, swim or do any cardio exercises properly! i want to do it but i cant. sigh..sucks. anyway,shucks.. gotta go get medicine from my doc again.. if not my stamina and all will get worst. haha.. i still gotta go sembawang for tuition at around 7? haha.. anyway, i gotta find something to enhance my life RIGHT NOW! i feel damn empty and life is super not exciting at all.. aiyo0! just realised that i'm not a very easily contented person in this area. hahaha.. but i'm sure excitement will come soon! i want school to start soon! hahaha.. oh ya anyway, my valentine's party at simran's house was such a BLAST! hahaha.. had real fun and everyone came! i seriously missed my classmates so much! haha.. everyone got a lilttle high and all but still good! :D

Excitement, could u just come out and meet me forever?

010109!

2009-01-18T18:33:00.004+08:00

hahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

3.PROM NIGHT!

2009-01-18T16:26:00.010+08:00

everyone of us were all dressed up to the nines.

2. Our outings after O's

2009-01-18T15:59:00.007+08:00

went to meet my dearest squadmates after sentosa! i really had fun with them! haha.. love them to the max ah! we went manhattan's fish market to EAT. the food there is really good. all of us were like the loudest people in the restuarant laughing away and all.. haha.. we didnt know that until there was a pause in our conversation. hahaha.. then we kinda realised that we were enjoying ourselves in our own world. and i've a feeling that i kinda contributed a little more noise than the others.. haha..
then after the dinner, michelle left first, so the rest of us went near giraffe to take retarted pics. ahaha.. if u wanna see those pics, u can link to yani's blog. she has it. haha..

yesterday we went sentosa to play and watch the 4d magix thingy. was quite nice but i liked the pirate one better :D i think i got abit tanner.. haha..

we went cycling! from eastcoast carpark A all the way to changi village, then we cycle back again. my butt really hurts. but it was quite fun la :D haha..

1. O's chionging days.

2009-01-18T15:32:00.003+08:00

O's are finally over :) really had lots of fun and struggle studying for this dumb exam. these pictures below are mostly those times when we had fun and all. haha.. i seriously studied damn hard for it! during the exam perios, huiyan was like ....

i want to be the prom queen!
SERIOUSLY.. it was damn funny! you can refer to huiyan's posing picture below as the next sjc prom queen. :D
i stayed over at sher's house for like super long period of time i guess.. her house was my study corner and we studied for super long hours! haha.. i kinda made friends with her parents thou.. haha.. we also kinda psychoed people to stay over to study. hehe...
our school kinda created the night study thing. so my clique kinda just helped our parents on their bills by bathing in school almost everynight/evening time. haha... i seriously enjoyed eating out together and teachers like ms goh,ms ong and mr chang were all very helpful. esp ms ong, she stayed in school almost everyday for night study to help with our maths and all..everyone was really very encouaging at that period of time! i kinda got influenced by it too i guess..?hahaha.. oh yah! I almost died studying for ss.. its damn difficult. but after they combined everything i still managed to get a b3 for humanities.. haha.. LUCKY AH!
lastly, i thanks u guys for helping me for almost all of my subjects! i managed to get 14points for my L1r4. thanks:)

1. my O's chionging days

2009-01-18T14:44:00.016+08:00

hang on there:D

2008-10-27T13:01:00.002+08:00

O level suck.

hmm.. i'm only left with my p.lite,ss,maths 2, biology,and mcq to do. sigh.. thats a whole lot to study man. luckily i've my dear friends and family.thks for their support and encouragement! without that i'll be dead! haha...
hmm.. donno why i feel like damn pressurise to study at home. tsk..and i've so many stuff to worry about! damn..

anyway..just like 2 or 3 days ago i saw something damn scarry. like this guy bleeding out of no where. i guess he must have got whacked by some gang people.. aww.. his head was like bleeding profusely and blood all over his hands! walao...!
actually i kinda wanted to rush over to help him to like stop his bloodflow,but cheryl and hilda all stopped me. felt damn guilty. they were like telling not to help cause his 2 friends around him will ask me to go away then i might get beaten up or something. shit.. why must they be like that? his friends are damn cowards lah! just call an ambulance to save hia life can? irritating shits..
anyway.. its over. i hope his like alive and healthy.

gotta go to shermange's house to chiong for maths and bio.im so gonna go for intensive training to biuld up and lose fats and feel happyhigh again! hahahaha... dont care lah.. do wadever i can now then score for o's!

minghui.

2008-09-03T13:56:00.001+08:00

http://porkball.vox.com/ minghui's link. :D

protect the earth.

2008-09-02T21:20:00.001+08:00

GIRL .

2008-09-02T21:13:00.002+08:00

congrats!

2008-09-02T20:29:00.001+08:00

my sis has already pass the 123 lifesaving test!i was quite surprised that she kinda pass this test as she's a weak swimmer i would say. oh my god, seriously i tell u, her examiner was super lenient okay. mine was like super strict and we had to do our test for two days long. they finished it way earlier! and it was so easy that i seriously can pass without studying. he didnt test all the components okay. did not test at LEAST 3 component. EAR,waterworks,unaided lifting and one more that i've forgotten. they were testewd on easy questions for their theory and its kinda common sense. okay but i'm still glad that my sis had passed the test. she's gonna take her bronze medallion soon. with the help of my coach and her determination(if she can last), i feel that she would pass. hope that she will alright. GBH(god bless her).

here's to you.

2008-08-30T21:38:00.005+08:00

this is how we do.

...........!

2008-08-30T21:30:00.002+08:00

everybody here. i dumb dumbly spent half of my day with my retard sis in the swimming pool today! spent my time teaching her lifesaving. pro right? hahaha... seriosly i dont know who's the one who told my coach bout my sis learning 123.. wth..and he dont wanna tell me. ... at this moment of time she like hitting my shoulder lah.. then doing the snapping thing for me on my shoulder.. aiya.. dont know what i'm talking about also. she like reading cum studying her history now.. read until so loud.. scared no one hear ah?! then she's like now reading my blog.. rude girl! haha.. joking. she's still talking nonsense. suppose to go for tuition today but i didnt go. i'm gonna go tmr.

but anyway, i'm glad that my sis have improved. hope she'll pass.. if she didnt. i'm gonna smack her. but anyway.. she still can take it end of year so its not a prob i guess. and for now.. she kept saying "lin lao hiah". dumbass.. i'm out :D

: D happy moments duh!

2008-08-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

airport day

2008-08-24T23:58:00.003+08:00

this mornign went to artbox to buy some graffiti like note book for my teacher mrs tan. she likes this kinda thing though. hahaha.. btw, teacher's day is coming! get somthing for them lah k. oh yeah, the goodie bag from nike plua human race was really good.quite a few stuff inside.then after that went home and headed straight to airport thereafter.was supposed to study though, i meant i did lah.. but not enough. shucks.. gotta drill more. my maths suck. please give me some supersonnic brain can? so that i can think better. i guess i'm just good at talking.. haha. jamine! u rock at talking lah.. seriously.. haha.. self praise for awhile. please dont feel disgusted okay. haha.. boosting my morale.

eh seriously, i kinda like the chicken soup series of books. that kind of books make u emo, as in in the positive way lah.. make u FEEL more. like to appreciate things around you. thats good thats good. makes me a more humane person.

eh i think i have a problem lah.. i've been eating way too much these days. dont dare to weigh myself. shucks. haha.. gotta exercise more after o's i guess. now i dont think i really care much about it, but this makes me feel worse. like guilty. tsk... so ironic. but seriously, not exercising these days feels wierd to me. AIYA.. JAMINE U GO DIE LAH. haha.. jokin. just try not to eat so much.

thanks to all of u guys for today. was entertaining and i felt happy but guilty cause i didnt study much. haha.. but anyway thanks k.and for all the dumb stories we shared. ass out man! woohoo!

thanks to:
adelyn
hanroehuang
shafiq(thanks for eating everything) you da man!

i feel the sour in me now.

2008-07-22T00:45:00.002+08:00

i didnt know that he's in love. he is so different from the person that i used to know. i feel for him but at the same time, i can feel the PAIN, the sourness in me! alright fine, i'll try to get over it. perhaps you accidentally given me false hopes, but i waited willingly. books and the swimming pool and my ipod are my only companion for now. i guess not soon after, i'm going to return to my "old pattern". the independent girl who dosent care what people say or how people look at you. i'm just myself. i can live without soon live without the essence of love. just soon. too soon before i can realise it. and i wont be so dumb again. i promise.

the good old and new times

2008-07-22T00:30:00.002+08:00

Don't forget who you are, what's your identity in life. If you are still searching for it, don't fret, take your time as it will soon come. Find it, grab hold of it and be comfortable in it.- jamine have fun with life! its for u to enjoy. Die die also must die with no regrets ah!

ouch jamine.

2008-07-22T00:10:00.002+08:00

my back better now :D

i've passed my lifesaving!

should i join the other one?
its really making me crazy.

hmmm... maybe i will. i dont wanna flunk my O's man. i've started studying but not at the chionging period yet.shucks... everyone's telling me jamine please dont flunk your O's and all. i know i know.. its easier said than done. i seriously wanna study hard enough so that things seriously can get into my dumb brain! maybe i'm just not the cut for studying...shucks. buck up jamine! you're 18!

everyone's leaving wildwild wet. i seriously feel damn depress. no longer will i see them again after i'm back from the exams. i can't bare to leave wildwildwet. how can i just leave like that? i'll be lying if i say i do not miss all the times i had together with everyone(except shorty). i times when i get angry,happy,hyper,excited and sad. the experience i had, people whom i met. time flies,i've been working since 2 jan 2007? and now? where's everyone? i want to have everyone back! i miss them so badly.

last but not least, perhaps,i've been too self centred at times. i feel so selfish. perhaps i could have given more to people who needs help badly. they are around me but i just didnt realise it. oh gosh.. where have u been jamine? from now on, i should try to pay more attention to other people.
Chase your dreams but know where you belong.

i'm out.

worried sick.

2008-06-19T23:16:00.002+08:00

My back hurts. i'm so worried for the lifesaving exam on monday. which is like this coming monday. shucks.. we only have 3 females in a class.. and worst of all.. they are not very light people. sorry i'm not trying to say i'm light or whatsoever but i'm just worried that during the one man lifting recue or something, i cant squad down and lift her up.is terrible. i dont wanna fail just because of that cause i know that i can seriously pass this test! shit lah... i dont wanna let me and my coach down. i want to pass.. hope that after seeing that sinseh tmr will help. tc.

okay. today i feel like a damn superwoman.

1. i woke up like early in the morning at 9 am to go to fitness first at one george street. i went to do resistant trg then swim.hahaha...
2. i went pasir ris and swam around a 100 times 25m lap pool. and tried to improve my sis's frontcrawl. i did she's doing well :D YAY!
3.after my own long dist training, i went to my lifesaving practice. did try alot of towing and surface dives and all. hahaha...

too busy to eat today but did grab some bite lah. today i went to 3 different swimmming pools at different places. walao eh.. damn tired. but seriously.. drinking red bull really helps man. especially when you're damn SHACKED OUT. good good good. haha..

Damn it. My back hurts.

2008-06-19T23:13:00.001+08:00

my back really hurts. it feels like a sharp pain pulling when i bend down. it really hurts like crazy. shit... i'm so dead. i cant even bend down properly. it hurts damn bad. feel like crying. i'm so afraid that cant swim again :( oh my god.. help me!

hey!!!! so sorry everyone!

2008-02-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

hahaha... to everyone out there! so sorry for keeping my blog damn mouldy for the past 2 months? haha... SORRY LAH! i was actually waiting to put up my pictures that i took in korea and in brunei! hahaha...sorry sorry...really very sorry.. but i guess you guys will all see those pictures later. korean pics are coming up soon but the ones that i took in brunei while i was having the outward bound brunei. oh.. yeah anyway.. it was terrible.personally i will suggest you to go brunei. i would rather go to aus instead. haha.. anyway also had LOADS of fun there. it was a good trip. can ask me if u have more enquires.HAHAHA.. ok to the korea part. IT WAS FUN !!!!! NEEDLESS TO SAY.. it was damn damn damn fun! LET ME REPEAT....... SUPER FUN! but u gotta know some korean if u wanna go with friends( if they do not know korean as well).
hey now... valentine's coming! i guess this song would most probably fit the lovely valentine's day:D

ENJOY PEOPLE!

Travel details and update!!!

2007-12-01T01:24:00.000+08:00

hey guys! i just left korea on the 21st of november and just came back not long ago! korea was super super super fun! we got to know a girl called ALICE! she is super nice.haha...even the teachers said so. alright..i'll update the pictures and post on korea trip later.

anyway,i'll be leaving for OBS in brunei very soon! it will be on the 7th of december 2007!
TRAVEL DETAILS:
ROYAL BRUNEI AIRWAYS.
7TH DECEMBER 2007
CHECK IN BY 830AM(SO guys if u are sending me off,we'll meet earlier at 7.30am? call me if u wanna ask more of it)
CHANGI AIRPORT TERMINAL 2
FLIGHT NUMBER: B1422

ARRIVAL:

FLIGHT NO. : B1421
ARRIVAL TIME: 1005AM
TERMINAL 2 ARRIVAL DATE: 18/12/07

ps: during my journey ,it is kinda stated that i will not be allowed to use the phone so i cant contact u guys! so see you guys at the airport!

School's OUT

2007-10-06T00:55:00.000+08:00

1. MY EXAMS ARE OVER except for chinese O's on 31st oct.
2. HAIRCUT TOMORROW
3. FREEDOM FOR 3 WHOLE MONTHS.
4. PARTYING?
5. WORKING.
6. OVERSEAS TRIP!
7. LOTS OF SHOPPING!
8. SPEND TIME WITH FAMILY.
9. TAKE PICTURES LIKE CRAZY!
10.HANGOUT!
11.WATCH TV.
12.LOSE WEIGHT.
13.PLAY WITH ALPHA.
14.GO HAVOC FOR 3MONTHS.
15.GO SCHOOL FOR CCA:(
16.SLEEP!

FINALLY EXAMS ARE OVER! ALL MY FRIENDS! WE'LL DEFINATELY BE HANGING OUT! WOOHOO!
sorry if i've neglected u guys alright.pinch me when we meet? haha..
had my last paper,literature in english, today.guess i didnt do my best...damn..
Heard from my teachers that our results will be out during december which is btw the 16 to the 20th. wonder if i can make it in time to collect my results.
although the exams are over,but the waiting for result feels so miserable.

THANK GOD! THANKS FOR HELPING ME THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE EXAMINATION! had my faith in god throughout the whole examination. thank god is he always with me. :D
hey! enjoy our three months holiday! tatas!

THE IJ SPIRIT.

2007-09-23T00:18:00.000+08:00

HOLD ON TO OUR DREAM.

2007-09-22T01:53:00.000+08:00

this is how we learn to enjoy life.

LOVE TODAY! BE LOVED!
mika is amazing..i wonder how'd he can reach that pitch.

can i grumble bout life?

2007-09-22T01:51:00.000+08:00

+*^#@#%% o""##*&TFRSCS!#Y%^&$#&(*&%$#@#^&*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^
arghhhhhh!
ahhhhhhhhhhh!
jamine is dead.

big headed...

2007-09-17T19:56:00.000+08:00

if only i am a millionaire...

studystudystudystudystudystudy!

if only there are 30hours in a day.

if only i am some superwoman then i will never be tired.

i can do all my work w/o stopping for like 10hours.

oh my god..the world is getting emptier..
but if i can make it colourful.
it will be super great.

i want to read people's mind..
if people can understand my not so understandable human language.

hmmm..i am going to do so much better than others. hmmm...hope will get like 5points or 4points for my exams.

GO JAMINE! dark eye circles will be coming for you. breakouts will come for you. an urge to binge will come... 15days left to exams! get burnt out and do well for it!
Dont care about trival things around you. just HACK CARE and do well for your exams! I'll get ugly,tired and stressed up BUT when the days are over..i am going to FLY! HAHAHAHAHAHA.....yay yay yay!

GO JAMINE. YOU CAN DO IT. I CAN DO IT.

WORRIES!

OBS, YOU BETTER GET MY DOCUMENTS OR ELSE..i will be damn sad la
god bless!

my goals for a better health.

2007-09-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

AMAZINGLY, i joined 5 marathons this year. i've completed two and three more to go.
1. mizuno wave run
2. shape run
3. great eastern women's 10k
4. real run 15k
5. standard chartered's 10 k

i gotta run regularly and train on my timing to complete all these.
ps:so goodluck jamine! and study hard!

if u dont try,you'll never know

that's lovely days!

2007-08-29T01:16:00.000+08:00

hey JAMINE! FIND YOUR POWERS BACK!

2007-08-29T01:01:00.000+08:00

feelings are not very real these days!
can't laugh out loud as i usually used to.
my feelings are real towards people but i can't react normally to them.
RIGHT...i'm in deep trouble.
i want to have supernatural powers!

i want my craziness to be back by 5times!
i want my perserverance to be back by 15times!
i want my "do my own business" attitude to be back by 10 times!
i want my confidence to be back by 30times!
i want my determination to be back by 10 times!
i want my sense of humour to be back by 10times!
i want my laziness to go back and come back when neccessary.
i want my positive attitude to be back by 50 times!
i need people to support me so that i can move on furthur.
i want my super good stamina to be back like when i was in primary 6.

GO POWERPUFF!

think about this.

2007-08-26T00:33:00.000+08:00

is this propaganda? is it true that our economy is doing well?
one thing that really bothered me is that taxes,taxi fares,public transport fees are increasing fast. how bout the poor people who has problems surviving, having difficulty meeting their ends?
and the chinese education in singapore, if mr lee really want us to improve and use our chinese language more often, he wouldn't lower to standard of passing chinese at the grade of D7. He wouldn't allow singaporeans to just have a d7 grade to survive out there in this cruel society. how are we going to communicate with other poeple in other asian countries like china? are we going to be laughed at just because our chinese sounded like our very own singaporean chinese? if thats the case, we'll never make in other asian chinese as countries like china will be developing very fast. in order to be respected by chinese, we have to perfect our chinese in order to be recognised in other places. it is the same for english too.
GO SINGAPORE! so as to achieve happiness, prosperity and progress for our nation:D

laugh like this.

2007-08-25T23:07:00.000+08:00

if the world can be full of laughter,it will be great.
sometimes,i really question myself if i've lost the sense if sincerity to treat other people.perhaps i've lost some but i'm still doing my best to retrieve it back and holding on to it. i dont wanna lose it.

laugh like all these babies. they can deliver laughter to people with just a simple act.

its been a super long time.

2007-08-18T23:34:00.000+08:00

alright. points forms. if you're a friend of mine,i bet u can read my mind.
saturday today.
Happenings!
1. Went to wild wild wet with cousins and sister:D
2.Had asuper great time:D with colleages and kins and guests.
3.wore my new ripcurl wetsuit.
4.got dumped my arens and wardi.
5.Had FUN TODAY!

ok story goes..
the interesting plus painful part.
today i went www to play. so while we were playing,people were teasing each other.as i am quite famous for being thrown down into pools,edwin and arens were trying to throw the float at me while they were doing duty. luckily there isn't many guests around or else they would neglect their life guard duties. so at the end of the day(theme park closes at 7pm btw) some guy jumped down from point 2 to swim(chase after me)..hmmi meant he actually dived down the 1.2m pool and swam towards me.oh that guy is my colleage by the way. so he sped one full round just to dump me.
ok then after he has accomplished his aim,i went off to have dinner with kins and realised that i've a cut on my finger. its damn pain ok.so i called up this guy and elisa to ask if they could bring me a plaster from the office.it happened to be this guy who responded and gave me the plaster. so we met and i then realised that he have this huge bump on his head and it bled.quite worried though.thank god he didnt suffer from any concussion!

end of today's life story.

To chicken: if u read my blog while you're still have that swollen bump on your head,please go and see a doctor or something cause it might be quite serious.AND next time if u want to chase me and dump me in,PLEASE be aware of the possible dangers around you when u are doing it! ok! stupid chicken..no wonder i want to write it in my blog.. no offence but really take good care of your bumpy. :D

do you know?

2007-06-20T22:04:00.000+08:00

smiles always does the trick.

2007-06-19T23:36:00.000+08:00

smiles are enough to brighten our day:D
smiles are tell others that we're ok.
its a way of communication. not with words but action speaks louder than words.

smiles are enough to brighten our day:D
smiles are tell others that we're ok.
its a way of communication. not with words but action speaks louder than words.

bloodlines

2007-06-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

It has been a super long period of time since i updated my blog. oh yeah..my holidays? BUSY. sorry friends, gotta give u up for a short while for money.haha..so sorry! took some pictures recently. my family,colleagues,friends are all included! haha..yay! taking pictures are just FUN.

anyway,sad to say,5 of my colleagues got fired. it was so depressing..its not the first time they fired 5 people at one go. DEPRESSING LAH!
shan't talk about it.

rights..went to sentosa with my squadmtes on the 16th of june. which was on a saturday. yeah,we had ALOT of FUN! SERIOUSLY...but it rained so the day on the beach didnt actually went well but we went to vivo city thereafter.
we had the hagen daz's chocolate fondue!!! haha..was a blast! enjoyed it and went to get daddy's day pressie. bought my dad a tie and a belt. it cost me almost 2/5 of my pay for this month but yeah..its worth it. my dad loves it so it dosent matter. i love my dad! haha.. but i guess it got my mum jealous cause the present i bought for my dad cost much more than hers. but its the thought that counts wad! right??! haha..who cares,i got her a diamond ring on her last last birthday and she went to change that diamond ring into another one which has a bigger diamond on it. was super angry at her! she said mine was small and cant see anything! what the he**!
but anyways,on that saturday,i signed up for this blood donation thing which is going to be held at the harbour front mrt station on 23rd of june. i'lol be going at 5.30 i guess..alright. i am excited but scared,the sight of blood gushing down the winding super long tube to a packet of blood makes me jitter with fear. haha..i signed up for elisa,mark,cons,kim,and taufiq. but a few of them cant make it so yeah..sad but it cant be help cause they are not free. so i guess the heroine jamine is gonna go with 2 or 3 of her colleages! i'm definately gonna be scared on that day but its good to help people out. saves lives! woohooo:D

hereby i declare that jamine really like her colleagues.

ps: cousin zhiying,sorry for not updating my blog cause i was really busy plus lazy so i couldnt go online.hey,heard bout u in shanghai. i really wish to fly there to accompany you for at least 4days or so but school's reopening soon and tickets are not really available. hey! just bear with it! alright? situation like this makes people grow mentally+ physically! hang on there i'm sure you'll be alright! i'll be updating pictures soon enough for u to catch up on our moves! i love you cousin! jiaxin loves u too! skype is kinda useful for us:D haha...

this chinese song is quite nice.

2007-05-29T01:10:00.000+08:00

i will never speak as fast as them. please listen to their "rao kou ling" if you're a chinese.

friends!

2007-05-28T23:32:00.000+08:00

i realise that friends are very important people in life. seriously..very important.its hard to maintain the relationship after our graduation and people change for the better so they tend to forget about us.its a vice-versa thing.
the most important thing to maintain a long term plus unforgettable friendship is to make an effort just to contact them. to call them or buy a little gift for them when we miss them. express our love from us to them! do not be SHY! haha..i feel that friends are just like our lovers.
true friends wont be calculative when it comes to helping each other. no matter how many mistakes u made or u made them angry,they will always forgive and forget. you will feel the same thing when u are with your closet friends.
we will always remmeber the times we had together. the jokes in school, the pranks we had on each other on school. and of course the fights we had in school that made us glue closer to each other after each fight. hey friends! you know who u are so i just wanna tell u guys that i love you all! one of them is weijian,i so remembered him cause we used to hit each other in class during our years primary school. i got bruises all over my back as he used to hit plus pinched me..haha but anyway,not sure if he gets injured by my pinching too..but yea that was in the past. quite memmorable for me i guess..

kaya and jam

wonderful world

2007-05-27T00:33:00.000+08:00

I've been down so low
People look at me and they know
They can tell something is wrong
Like I don't belong

Staring through a window
Standing outside, they're just too happy to care tonight
I want to be like them
But I'll mess it up again

I tripped on my way in
And got kicked outside, everybody saw...

And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I can't feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me

Sometimes I feel so full of love
It just comes spilling out
It's uncomfortable to see
I give it away so easily
But if I had someone I would do anything
I'd never, never, ever let you feel alone
I won't I won't leave you, on your own

But who am I to dream?
Dreams are for fools, they let you down...

And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I can't feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me

And I wish that I could make it better
I'd give anything for you to call me, or maybe just a little letter
Oh, we could start again

And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I can't feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me

And I know that it's a wonderful world
I can't feel it right now
I got all the right clothes to wear
I just want to cry now, cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me

And I know that it's a wonderful world
When you're with me

my parent's meet.

2007-05-26T11:17:00.000+08:00

went to school yesterday and got scolded my my
teachers
parents
i passed 5 subjects out of six.
so if i dont work hard to get better grades,i'll not be able to pass my major exams.
i really lost my respect to D.teo. she is DAmn one kind lah! shan't continue to spoil my day talking about her.
my dad wants me to quit my job so we shall see about that.
if only i can dont work and get $$$ then i'll definately quit. i still gotta save for my 2 trips to brunei and australia!
alright, gotta work later on. see ya:D

Be different, stand out, and work your butt off.
- Reba McEntire

vampires.transexuals.male vs females.responsibility.

2007-05-21T10:42:00.000+08:00

vampire's favourite hangout on earth:

The Hospital.

why?

There's blood bank.

It's a trend now. They do not dirty themselves by sucking blood on people's neck. It's so uncultured! vampires like to be pampered. why? its just like we humans. our drinks are all bottles,packed in cans and stuff. This lessen suffering of people who get targetted by vampires. so its good in a way. but anyway,draculas are scarier. zombies are the scariest!

oh ya! i saw transexuals at work yesterday! they kinda flirted with faiz. scary though..they really looked like girls but their voice show's it all. their actions too! eww..disgusted by them. y be a women when you're born a man? men can do more stuff than girls i guess.. and they have more incentives. its just that they have to go Army. but what's the big deal?

but anyway,girls can dress up more than guys. prettier clothes for girls. HURRAY! but giving birth is a problem unless u dont wanna start a family. i guess everyone of us would one a complete family but we just dont dare to have one.

why?

RESPONSIBILITY.

Aww..

2007-05-21T03:11:00.000+08:00

totally burnt today..lobster colour..eww..
hate her..was in a bad mood on sunday morning while working yeah.
got better thereafter, THANKS COLLEAGES! I LOVE U GUYS!
had the urge of quitting though..the management suck.
By ARENS:"jamine is the QUEEN OF MAID".
jAMINE: THANKS ARENS.(the act of stupidity)

this is for edwin and taufiq:
thanks for today. for wanting to push/drag/carry me and throw me into shiok river but it FAILED! :D haha.

slept for super long hours a guess..i was supposed to be a nap but it kinda lasted for like 5 to 6 hours. i guess i'm really tired. yeah..its now 3.35am. and i guess i can continue my beauty sleep.

Getting emo.
gotta change for some reasons though..
i guess this is when my period is gonna come soon.
i feel so irritated by myself. i guess people around me feels that way too.but anyway,JAMINE! you're not that bad..i guess? haha..

i guess the thought of quitting my job wont go away.. it all depends during the june holidays. yeah..see how it goes? :D
and yeah..THE KILLERS ROCK! WOOHOO!

yeah! and they are coming to singapore soon. thats what i heard. YAY! I'M DEFINATELY GOING!

taking back my sunday.

2007-05-20T02:45:00.001+08:00

dear jamie(dear jamine).....sincerely me:D

2007-05-20T02:33:00.000+08:00

when you were young.

2007-05-20T02:04:00.000+08:00

and yes..

2007-05-18T12:55:00.000+08:00

he is so cute! cheese!

lets see..

2007-05-18T12:05:00.000+08:00

these are the two nephews. check out the blog below to know more:D

oh ya..yesterday was suppose to go homeclub with my cousin. we ended up shopping around in orchard. I BOUGHT A DRESS! wahahaha...was loitering around heeren and realised that the building is not doing well i guess..its so EMPTY! poor thing..
then was thinking to take pictures around singapore to show it to her(she's now in shanghai) so in the end we ended up taking this.

zhi and jam. enough said. cousin(in shanghai) sorry..we just took a picture outside swensens for u. this is at the pathway going to paragon. haha..we wanted take pictures at the garden near plaza sing but yeah.

the other thing is that, we went to lido yesterday and saw this.

i dont understand why macdonalds would want them to do this to themselves. for kids? a band over their head. haha..he look like shrek is just that he is black. but he looks cute and he is a nice guy i guess.. i delibrately spent 3mins waiting for the queue to buy two ice creams. i finally popped up the question asking him whether i can take a picture of him.haha...and guess what? YAY! I DID IT:D after we took a picture of him,we took pictures of ourselves:D

thereafter,we decided to go home, so we saw this

that's today..

2007-05-17T15:10:00.000+08:00

i felt like a mum today.i woke up this morning by my two little cute nephews namely hen hen and yan yan(its their nickname) they just came jumping on my bed asking me for chocolates. how cute isnt it? haha..anyway.. not long after i became their nanny but it was quite alright. knowing that i gotta go for physio therapy at 11am,their grandma who is my auntie went to buy chicken rice for them. she never got back before 1045 and i realise that i am going to be LATE! after teaching them how to play word puzzles and stuff,i went to bathe. BUT before i went in the elder brother said,"gugu(auntie),i wanna shit" in chinese. the other younger one said he wanna go urine. so i i told the younger one to hold on for awhile and went to help the older one to get on to the toilet bowl.haha..i never knew that he dosent know how to take his pants off so of course i helped him and stuff. abd went back to the younger one to bring him to the kitchen toilet. but luckily he knows how to do it. haha..no need for me to help. so i went back to the older one and again,he just stared at me so i asked him the question,"do u know how to clean your buttocks after u pass motion?"
his answer: NO.
haha..so its my first time to clean it up for a kid although its kinda ___ but good experience:D

go on to the physio therapy part.
the physio thrapist who attended to me was kinda cute though. he's an indian who learns malay i guess..and he is 29 . oh well..so forget it jamine. haha..he's damn nice and encourages me alot(doing his job i guess). haha..did exercises like cycling, then i though it was nothing much so i went on to the others after that.i think he said that he wanted to "test" my muscles i guess, so in the beginning he started massaging my calf then i think he pressed some where down my calf muscles and the pain was horrifying! i'm not joking.. it was really painful and i was like having spasms or something cause i kept twisting my body as thatw as the only way to control myself to endure the pain.so i couldnt move when he was testing my muscles or else he couldnt get the point where my pain is. alright..i couldnt rmb much but its just super painful for that moment.after that i had heat treatment.
ok so i asked him about his job and stuff cause i was kinda interested in being a physio thrapist too. so he took this route

he went cjc and got his A level cert
he went to nanyang poly to get a degree
then i guess he went to uni or something or he didnt go.

so ya..he asked me to join in the career as a physio therapist. OF COURSE i want to but the thought of going jc/getting Alevel cert makes me wanna run away. but then if i can get good results for my O's,i'll definately go for A level which is going into a jc. i guess it will be quite bad for me,as in when i really go in a jc after O's i will be 19! but that saves me a year.right? hmm..so we shall see about that..

ltr i guess i'll be going to homeclub with my cousin. kinda lazy though cause i'll be having school tomorrow! oh well..

my mood for now.

2007-05-16T22:00:00.000+08:00

gee..heehee..

2007-05-16T21:22:00.000+08:00

had my navel pierced today..my heart almost skipped a beat! gosh..it was so last minute. went with audrey,sarah,jingting,jasmit,natasha and her boyfriend.met alex and her boyfriend there. it was not as good as the one in far east as exotic has private rooms for piercing at stuff. mine was at penisular plaza, and it was done in the shop not in a room. haha.. it was a clean shop..not to worry bout that.apparently Audrey went to borrow a pair of short (s size) from aiting and we took turns to wear it! gosh haha.. they said after i got my button pierced i went pale. haha.. surprisingly i didnt really bleed,natasha too,but audrey bleed quite alot i guess cause she was so tensed up. i got really scared when it was my turn but i kinda relax my tummy so i just breathe in and out and held my breath when the peircing went in. haha.. i guess trhe one who can stand so much pain is sarah. she peirced her upper lip which is called monroe there..i guess it was quoted from "marilyn monroe" i guess..haha..it really bleed and i guess its still bleeding at this hour. take care sarah! jingting peirced her cartilage(spelled correctly?)and worse thing is that we have school tmr.i wonder how they are going to survive..but luckily i'll be having physio therapy tmr at 11am so no need to go for school. yay? haha..
messaged lijun on friendster just now! i missed her so much but didnt dare to tell her.i wish we can get back together as close friends like last time but i know thats quite impossible...long story and shant racked sad stories up. i just feel happy that we're now at least on talking terms with each other although we're not that close. hope that she's doing well in poly and try not to stress herself up:D

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wad i did for the past 4days.

2007-05-15T20:35:00.000+08:00

my chalet. on the 12th to the 14th of may.

2007-05-15T20:06:00.000+08:00

ok. the first day sucked so lets not talk about it.
my second day rocked! haha...it was not bad..we had BBQ! i set up the fire in BBQ pit k! haha..hmmm...aren was there on second day. They got me down in the pool (got sabohed. is that correct?haha..) at around 4am in the morning when pool's closed! i guess that was his idea intially???..but fun? i guess..in the end the security came and caught us but i think he got fooled as he thought i just swam there to get my sandles.haha..we played tai tee and indian poker till like 6.30am? haha...denise was damn funny!!! she drank 4 full cups of ICE PEACH TEA! haha..i guess the drink likes her. i drank long island instead..that tasted wierd..and its not nice at all..the one at liquid kitchen taste nicer:D but anyway..i kinda regretted..should have BBQ on the first day instead of bbqing on the second!!! yeah.
thanks for those who came to chalet:D
first day: melvin wong yan han(haha..got u in full name!) rozanne,taufiq,faiz,james,chantel,jeanette,cherie lim,celeste,elaine,xinyee,jamine,michelle,samantha.shamin.
second day:aren,michelle,jamine,samantha,celeste,xinyee,jasveer,simran,cherie lim,denise!,shamin,rachel wee!.
(forgive me if i didnt mention your name. but u know we had fun!)
15/5/07
SUPER SUPER DUPER TIRED! slept only for two to four hours. almost fell asleep while doing my o level chinese practice paper! my cranium is not functioning while doing paper.tried so HARD to control myself from falling asleep but my body just wont listen..yeah..so listen to my body(if i do i'd be sleeping at least 1/4 of my day away). came back as there will be photoshoot in school later on. went home to sleep..so i just hit the bed with my school uniform on straight after i reach home.slept for an hour then heard the phone ringing and realise that i'm late for photoshoot!thanks lydia for not giving up on calling me:D so i rushed down to school and realised that my whole npcc unit looking at me! damn embarrassing LA! haha..but had photoshoot and got done with it:D

think about it

2007-05-10T22:30:00.000+08:00

really hope that i can pass my maths. maths realy suck.maths is like a subject that you gotta really comcentrate on and give your commitments to it. oh my g_d...will i ever pass my major exams? Don't wanna be jobless when i get older..i'm only 17! god! bless me with super strong motivation plus perseverence to do my maths!!! and any other subjects. i really wish to do well..but gotta admit to it that i'm really a slacker but not as bad as those full time slackers. I WISH i can memorise notes easily as just like memorising lyrics! and understand maths like just paying attention to GOSSIPS. i'm so slow in maths.. the damn thing is that i'm not interested in it! its really BAD. Jamine is so dead! anyway..i swear i'll do a paper after this blog..prepare to do my best for tomorrow and hope that at least i'll just get a pass.

my soul pleads for you.

2007-05-10T13:47:00.000+08:00

I say hello to eveyone!

2007-05-10T13:31:00.000+08:00

Just posted my first blog on myspace,and i realised that i can't upload my own pics in. this is what i posted-

I am Jamine. say hello to everyone! Hello. yay..shopping later on in town. but its kinda rushing through it as my tuition starts at 4pm. and its for an hour only.anyway..gotta get something later on.saving up $$ to get to australia(perth) at the end of year for a holiday with loraine! yay! but gotta keep working :D wild wild wet people rock! except for _hor_y. irritating dork! will update blog for later stuff.. damn bad at blogging i guess..its my first anyway. :D

yeah. repeating myself again:D haha..